I'm feel really low this Christmas. I'm turning 31 soon and I think it's really hitting home that I'm still single - I've never really been bothered about finding a partner but with each passing day it seems someone else I grew up with is getting engaged/married/announcing a pregnancy, I'm the only single one left in my 30ish-person class from primary school who is not settled down with a partner.
I don't really have any friends or much of a life. I work from home in a small team scattered around the country. I love the job, it pays well and as an introvert the small amount of social interaction I get through meetings etc is enough - but relatives keep mentioning I need to be out and socialising and doing things which I get...
This Christmas there has been constant digs and well-meaning 'advice' from relatives and it just makes me want to cry to be honest. I feel so isolated and lonely. I don't click with anyone in my family, I don't want to be here with them but they're all I have.