I had a ‘challenging’ upbringing with complex trauma. Mix of physical, emotional and sexual abuse.
I quite often find I suddenly remember stuff and end up panicky or in tears. I’ve had a lot of therapy, DBT and CBT mainly and I function well day to day (although still have ongoing difficulties) but night time is horrendous.
I have nightmares pretty much every night, wake up sweaty with a headache. Very vivid dreams that I can still recall the next day.
I had night terrors as a child, and apnoeic episodes - I still think I have sleep apnoea now, sometimes wake up coughing a bit.
I’m on anti depressants but I don’t think I’m getting a good sleep because of this, I’m starting to not want to go to bed because I know I’m in for another night of it!
Is there any self care I could do, or anything I should ask my GP for?