I feel really alone at the moment as I'm really struggling.
Mine is healthy anxiety but becomes more general when I'm stuck in a loop.
I've spent the last few weeks convinced I have pancreatic, bowel or ovarian cancer because of stomach issues, pain and bloating, horribly heavy and painful periods, fatigue, thinning hair, dry skin, brain fog...
My doctor suggested peri menopause - I'm 41 - and I've had a first blood test for it but all came back normal. I've got another booked for 6 weeks time.
I've had my C125 checked, a full blood count done all normal.
I had a scan earlier in the week and although she couldn't see everything due to loops of bowel, she said what she could see was fine but for results to still contact my GP if I didn't hear. Which has set off a new spiral because I am now worrying about why she said that when she told me it was fine.
The scan looked at my lower abdomen and ovaries but as far as I know not pancreas or gallbladder or liver etc and was very very quick.
So naturally I'm still worrying that there's something going on with other organs.
Rationally I know this is my anxiety talking because I'm flipping from one thing to the next then back to the next. I'm on sertraline but I'm not getting on with it as well this time, not sleeping at all, so going to ask to switch on my next review.
I thought if people shared the physical symptoms they've had I'd recognise mine and it will help me rationalise and calm down.
I realise I sound unhinged - it's an exhausting way to live.