Self conscious about my new body

[Mummmsa]

DD is 10mo. She was breastfed for a few months. Prior to having her I always had a smallish chest? Size B and C if I gained a bit of weight but I struggle to gain weight so usually a B

my boobs are now completely gone I’ve lost weight (not dramatically but I’m 5’6 so the bit I’ve lost from being busy and active shows) and I feel so ugly and hate my body. I’ve always wanted bigger boobs it’s always been something I’m self conscious of and now I pretty much have none I hate looking at my body

i I avoid seeing my body and I don’t have sex as I don’t feel sexual I feel repulsive and I cover ip

I know this is probably not the correct thing to say, however I speak from experience of hating my own breasts.

I had an uplift with implants and can honestly say since waking up from that op I have never had another negative thought about them, in fact I would go as far to say that I love them.

Spent so many years hating and loathing my breasts, if I knew what I know now I would have done it years before.

I’m 27 and the thought of a ‘boob job’ has been on my mind since I was about 18 tbh. Planned to get one but moved out with my now DH at 20 so saved for the house instead

Please be kind to yourself. You’re still going through a lot and our bodies change SO much after pregnancy.

You’re looking after a baby, your sleep is all over the place and your hormones will still be crazy.

Try to focus on the things you like about yourself, surround yourself with people who love you. You’ll be ok 💐💐💐

Thanks I try :( I just don’t feel like my own person and I just feel more self conscious than ever

My DH has never been very vocal with love if that makes sense? His love language as they say has always been acts more (random flowers etc) so when I say these things he seems baffled and I’m not expecting him to shower me in compliments I just worry he says he loves me and the way I look but is lying and is repulsed like I am