I feel so alone

[silentasstars]

I don’t think I’ll ever be happy

What’s going on OP? We’re here and listening x

Hi, you're not alone. We are here to listen

I used to feel that and it's hard. It has got better though and I am finally truly happy now...so pls hang in there and keep posting x

What have you been doing today?

I just stayed single for so long and then I thought I’d met him. We now haven’t spoken in 2 weeks and it’s just so painful knowing he doesn’t care.

I’m getting older and I’m just terrified that I’m just going to spend every single day for the rest of my life alone.

Hi Op ,
Can you tell us some more about you . Is there any particular reason why you are feeling alone just now ?
There are usually people about to chat .

How old are you OP? Please keep the faith. Why did you stop talking?

I don’t know, he was going through a stressful time (sick family member, trying to find a place to move to) and then just one day I didn’t hear from him, assumed he was busy. Checked later in the day and he had blocked me.

I stupidly called and left a voicemail and then a few hours later he unblocked me. Neither of us have spoke since.

He does have a communication problem and is in therapy. But all I think is he’s met someone else, which happens to me every single time. I can’t keep going through the pain of never being enough.

Sorry it seems like he has a lot on and perhaps needs some space . He also may not be ready for a relationship at this time . It could also be that he is happy to have a short term relationship but is frightened to commit .
How long were you together ?
I think you have to try and move on and leave it to him to reconnect which sadly he may not be able to .

What about you , you deserve someone who makes you happy and that you don't have to jump through hoops for and make excuses for .

Im not familiar with communication problems needing therapy - is it physical or mental?

How long were you together?

Hi Op ,just checking if you are doing ok . Hope everything is well with you .