Not sure this is the right board to post on so apologies just wk seeing if anyone has experienced the same ? I had a MC almost 3 years ago it was my first pregnancy and I lost baby at 7 weeks so quiet early . I was obviously upset but got on with it maybe a little too well I never felt with it I don't think that just kind of how I cope with loss (I've lost a lot of family over the years so grief is no no concept to me) however I now have my rainbow baby she is 17 weeks and everything I ever prayed for but recently the last 2-3 weeks I'm very teary and upset thinking about my baby I lost I can't explain it it's like the grief just caught up with me even though I know if I hadn't lost that baby I wouldn't now have my beautiful DD who I can't imagine life without. I've never really spoken about it never even told my mum I suffered a MC only one or two ppl knew at the time and I almost feel guilty now like that baby don't exist.