Hello All,
Please may I seek advice on how I can move on? Long post alert, sorry!
We have a DD in primary school, been married for 15 years. My husband is a good man but had bad temper issues and was not responsible for the first 10 years when I was struggling with a stressful FT job. It also did not help that his side of the family is very toxic and he was adamant about his family stay in our house for 3 months which also further strained our relationship.
He now owns up to his mistake and has changed a lot - he helps out a lot, doesn't fume, etc. which is nice.
I want to try for another baby but his latest medical issues mean we cannot have children naturally(although our first child was born naturally) and he is against IVF etc.
I can't help but beat myself up about how things would have been different if he was not a difficult person to start with and how I made a big mistake by choosing to marry him..I have huge regrets, it consumes me all the time!!
How can I move forward from here..