hoping to hear from someone who has decided to make their relationship work after betrayal? Unless im wrong because i was clearly wrong about what our relationship was, it was just messaging the random tarts that send the friend requests on various social media. Im finding its there on my mind, every day. It really hurts. Im trying to be strong and its been over 2years. I don’t need the you should leave advice, i know what i want. Just wondering if im going nuts or if its acceptable to still feel hurt. I know as im typing what most peoples thoughts would be. They were mine previously, but i dont want to throw away 15years over cringy, pathetic messages asking for pics. If it was the same person over and over or more he would be gone. But was really only about two messages per person. Just does it get easier, feel like abit of a freak. Nobody knows so i cant talk to anyone.