I don’t want speculation or scare mongering but it has been causing me a lot of anxiety that councils are being bankrupted by sen costs, that disability claims like pip, adult disability payment and DLA are extremely hard to get even with evidence, not because you don’t deserve it but because they’re trying to save money. With the rise of autism cases that need substantial support, it makes me worried how it will be afforded sustainably, and what will happen when there is no money for anything anymore and how everyone with disabilities will manage.
I am autistic and I am doing a lot to manage my symptoms but it’s never enough. If I try to socialise in person, I can barely function anymore. I find it so draining. My mind goes “blank” and nothing goes in, and I get burned out and can’t take care of myself. Everything goes out the window. My memory during these times isn’t that great. I’ve had some of my workers get frustrated and snappy with me as they tell me things numerous times and I don’t remember. I can’t remember appointments that I’ve written down. I can’t take in a lot of what anyone says to me and it just becomes noise that I can’t focus on. I have to record conversations to listen back to later because I don’t remember. I have severe anxiety but also think I have a number of undiagnosed health conditions, my general practitioner thinks something is going on too. Through social services I now have support from a few agencies to one day have a at home job. I didn’t get qualifications so I now have a tutor and will also get lessons in the end about what I want to do. I’m sure any job I could do would be very unreliable. I don’t think I could do is as often as others work. I am also worried that if I go down this path and the shit hits the fan down the line that my issues won’t be important anymore because there’s no money for anything and others with autism/sen have bigger needs than mine and that I’ll be expected to work when it’s harming me. I don’t know if I should continue trying to get my education because of it