I’ve been invited to get a smear, I had one last winter but I’ve since moved area so I’m guessing that’s why I’ve been called again. I do need to go, but I also don’t want to.
I had complex trauma a long time ago, and even just seeing the words smear test in the letter has had me panicking. I don’t like medical things, when they say to relax I just do the opposite. Last smear was done in a highly specialist clinic with sedation.
I don’t know the nurses at my surgery well, and I don’t want to make an idiot of myself by crying or fainting (both have happened before). My aunty has promised she will come with me and stay in the waiting room or other side of the curtain.
How can I make this not traumatic?