I didn’t follow the case at the time and was, needless to say, as appalled and horrified as everyone else that this had happened - it was reported every night as an 'evil' young woman who'd murdered babies and was the 'worst' (I always think this is a terrible use of language - 'most prolific' is surely what they mean) serial killer of infants ever in this country.
But of course the news reports themselves presented the case this way. We’ve seen it on this thread too.
'She was on shift for every death/incident' - no, turns out she wasn’t; there were others that weren’t part of the case that she wasn’t involved in.
'She was often alone so she could get away with it because nobody saw her' - this just wasn’t true; multiple nurses/doctors were also present on every shift (usually working just feet or even inches away in the small nursery unit) but this was massively downplayed or downright ignored.
'She poisoned babies with insulin' - nobody can say this: the correct tests weren’t done so evidence doesn’t exist.
'The babies were deliberately harmed. And she chose the sickest anyway' - all the babies, who were in the unit because they were ill or very premature, were in need of medical support and some were very sick indeed with infections. Nobody saw LL deliberately harming babies (see previous posts about the doctor who claimed to have seen her standing by as an alarm sounded but himself did….precisely nothing, and never raised any concerns at the time). Their deaths were desperately sad but all were thoroughly investigated and not a single one raised any suspicions from a medical examiner. Only later did the unit’s doctors start to formulate a theory that there had been an unusual number of deaths and hit on LL as the common denominator.
There are many, many, many other examples like this. Not to mention all the evidence around the sewage problem in the ward, and the very recent revelation that there was a confirmed outbreak of potentially lethal Psedomonas bacteria at the C of C hospital at the time of the baby deaths, and it was known to be in taps in the neonatal unit.
I learned all these things well after LL had been tried and sentenced because I started to hear about the doubts expressed, and was curious enough to go in search of blogs, podcasts etc. But I’d never have known any of it from the widely-broadcast reporting, which tbh felt uncomfortably gloating to me at times even though I did assume then that the case was watertight.
I still don’t know whether she’s guilty but I do feel sure that major doubt exists and she shouldn’t have been convicted on the available evidence.