Last baby and it’s hit hard

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Has any one else struggled with the last baby ?

I have two lo and I’m blessed, I never wanted any more than 2, million still don’t, can’t mentally or physically hack it but I have a nearly 4 month old and I am just really struggling with the fact that it’s the last of it all, like I don’t want to do it again ? But gutted I’m not going to do it again at the same time, really strange feeling ? Makes me super sad.

Also, My breastfeeding journey with number 2 ended much sooner than I’d hoped and I can’t seem to get over it but I think it’s because I won’t get another chance to try again and achieve what I’d hoped for.

I feel like a hormonal mess in all honesty, anyone else out there ?

Yanbu this hit me earlier than 4 months, I felt so bad. It was just hormones though, sometimes when I see a baby I feel sad I’ll never have one that age again but the early strength of feeling has disappeared! There’s no way I’d go back to those days now.

@Winrus yes I do think you’re right that the hormones really do intensify the feeling. I don’t trust my own judgement right now 😂, I know that sleep deprivation and hormones are really impacting my clarity, I hope the feeling fades asap because I’m struggling

It will pass…