I’ve found it so hard and I am so lucky and blessed despite it being so difficult I wouldn’t change a thing but I’ve just found having 2 very young kids so hard 😭 each day I try to juggle both and then just feel like I’m not giving one enough attention then the other
I feel like a shit mum always so anxious and worried and just never relaxed
im so sleep deprived too my youngest has been waking hourly for the past 5 months (she’s 7mo now)
I have so much guilt I’ve been a bit depressed it’s better now but at the start I just feel like I was getting through the day. I chose to breastfeed but was self conscious so hated going out Doing it. She cried so much my partner played a video earlier of our eldest playing and chatting and in the back you can hear our (then) newborn screaming and it was like a bad flashback
i I don’t have this big fondness about the start of her life
i feel so much guilt. She is so lovely too she is so smiley and lovely🩷 I am so blessed with both my amazing kids
just so guilty that I return to work in a few months and this time has gone quick and I spent so much of it so down and alone