It's recently been decided by UC, that I'm not gainfully self employed. I'm therefore expected to job search for work for 25 hours a week.
I still have customer orders from my business that need completing which are taking up a lot of my time. There's no way I'm leaving loyal customers without their orders.
So I currently have to finish off my full time business, look for and apply for jobs, create multiple cvs for different job roles, take part in an online training program and of course manage the household and dc.
To make it worse I've been self employed for 15 years. This business worked well for many years and I earned a decent amount. Thanks to covid things took a nosedive to get me to where I am today.
I have no idea how to write my cv. Every time I try my mind goes blank.
I've only ever had 2 job interviews and both were terrible. Again my mind went blank and I answered I don't know to a lot of questions.
Self employment was great for me for the most part.
UC expect a lot dont they? Or am I just in a state of panic that life as I knew it is over?