So am I wrong in thinking this is abnormal , for my live in partner to not show any support when my mums dying a simple tap the the shoulder n told “sorry you have to go through this alone “….or the fact I had a spell in hospital as my legs showed signs of weakness , and they thought it could be ataxia and some ppl die in there 60s … plus tested for MS to have my knee tapped and told ,” we all die sometime” … or the fact there’s no interest shown in my illness , … or the fact he actually spoiled my daughters wedding for me last yr , by being that miserable and not talking , and goading me to go dance with my ex husband , that I actually want to bed at 10 pm and we should have actually all stayed for breakfast at hotel . But he announced at 6 AM that morning he was leaving … so I actually missed the family breakfast as I was to embarrassed to sit on my own n explain , I just stayed in my room ….. I know all these are red flag … but he shown me his true colours 3 yrs ago when we had a massive misunderstanding, he posted it on Facebook , telling all my work colleagues it was so bad that I tried to top myself .. I’m now so terrified of what ppl think or what he’ll tell ppl … I’ve just completely had enough … It totally terrifies me what other think of me …. But they aren’t living my life are they … I’ve also been seeing councillor over it for 6 months too