Am I silly to be a bit sad?

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That I’m probably on my last baby and it’s flew and I’ve been depressed and not cherished/enjoyed it as much as I should?

I kept deluding myself into thinking I’d have a third. Ideally I’d love 3 but my partner works long and not to be mean, is useless. I do 90% of parenting. So it’s hard enough with a 2.5yo and 6mo I couldn’t do 3 kids alone.

but I’m just sad I had my hopes up that this time would be different. My partner better. And now my youngest is 6 months and I’ve just struggled through it it’s been so hard and lonely and I’ve been depressed.

I wish I would’ve cherished my pregnancy more. I just spent all of that feeling guilty about my edlest being so young and getting a sibling and I wish I would’ve tried to cherish the early days more. :(

(NB: extremely grateful I have 2 amazing happy healthy kids! Just got that ‘last baby’ feeling)

I feel wistful about this too. If I met the right man I would consider having another but I don't see it happening, not in the next few years. Your baby is still little though, try and just enjoy this part and I'm sure you will look back happily

yeah I think this. If I ever did split from my fiance and met someone who would be more helpful, emphatetic and involved definitely as I’m still young.

But I don’t plan to split from him so that’s that!

i think if anything this has made me do that as she still is so young so it’s reminded me to enjoy these little momenys

You've every right to be sad if you do 90% of the parenting and your partner is quote: 'useless'

It's not too late for him to change that aspect...