And I'm just sharing in hope that it might take some of the weight of shoulders.
I had a horrible dream last night which left me feeling off and stressed all day. It was one of them hormonal dreams which felt real. I dreamt my mums breast cancer returned and she suddenly died.
Fast forward to tonight. My mum has a heart condition, AF. She's had a flare up and is now sat in a and e. Or I should say she's standing in an and e as they have no chairs.
My youngest has woke up screaming from nightmares and is in my bed. My eldest has just woke up screaming as the light turned off and then he woke the youngest up again and I've just had them both screaming. Both have just settled down.... it I felt awful as I couldn't really comfort either of them!
I'm a single parent and I don't know which way to look atm! I also had a procedure done in my eye yesterday and it's really soar and all I wanted was a good sleep...
Is anyone else having a stressful time? I just want it to be morning but at the same time I don't as I'm so tired and there's no prospect of sleep! And I'm also so worried about my mum. The dream really freaked me out and now this 😞
Not sure the point of this post, but it feels better to write it down.