Please only advice and no criticism
im going on a date next week though it’s not actually our first one together.
we had an initial date about 2 years ago - (met online) - he wanted to take it further into the night - I didn’t as it’s not something I would do
ive had a lot happen to me on my past, infidelity, a very emotionally abusive husband, and a long history of medical problems.
I’m so nervous about because I think I want to take the next step but I have body image issues due to all the physical scars from surgery. I haven’t been intimate with anyone for 6 years!!! I’m just scared and more than that if he didn’t call me after the know I would blame myself for putting myself in that position. I don’t want it to be just sex as I need to know that there is a connection, not just wham bam. How do I go about it and be treated with Gentleness and sensitivity?
I don’t even know if any of this makes sense