We are on holiday! I am not enjoying it one bit. There is no reason not to enjoy it. We have come to a place we love and I just can't get into it. I feel like all I want to do is sit by the pool with a book and ignore everyone. Just been out for dinner with friends and I could not wait to get back to be on my own. I hate the heat, not enjoying drinking and just wish I was at home. I have never felt like this and just hoping it is a blip as we have two weeks in August.
. Even though I am 50 I still have an 8 year old so still have to do the 'fun' things. Just can't be bothered. I feel like a fraud pretending to laugh and have fun but not feeling it!
I am gutted. We are spending a stupid amount of money and I normally love it. Only thing that has changed is me. I feel old and just want to be sat at home in the garden.
Any tips to get through the next few days? I am so shocked as I have looked forward to this and just feel meh. My husband is loving it and I feel like the party pooper! I feel middle aged and boring. Could just be that we have been here two days and not in the swing of it. However, I think it's just me and how I am now.