NC
never had an op before. This will be an hours op. I am beyond petrified
The feeling of doom walking to theatre.
Being put to sleep. What if I wake up in the middle of it but I'm too sedated to talk or move but can hear and feel it all happening
Having a tube instead into my throat
Being cut open, with a perm scar as a reminder of it
Waking up with a tube down my throat, some people say they have a recollection of the tube being removed as they come round
I can't do this.