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Do I go to funeral I told my husband I don't want to

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IrisRuby · 04/06/2024 23:50

So my grandad has passed away he was very old he was in his 90's this week. My mum has recently made friends with him last October and she has been visiting at the nursing home every day since late December and doing his washing which has not been pleasant as most of his clothes were soiled but did this anyway and bought him lots of clothes, because she wanted him comfortable.

There relationship has been not great one he wasn't great with my grandma he was very violent towards her which my mum witnessed as a child and has lot of bad memories of hearing screaming and seeing my grandma unconscious bleeding of the floor every night for years. He was a serial cheat as well always having affair and I think that's how the rows started.

There relationship has always been strange one I think he felt that my mum was always on my grandmas side so never liked her. His son on the other hand has always been the golden child and even my mum knows this he was away at uni we my grandma had all these beatings so never seen any of this trauma that my poor mum had to witness and didn't dare tell anyone as she thought she would of got a beating as the teachers at school has suspected and she lied.

My grandad relationship with my mum has been on and off for many years with a lot of fall outs. My mum claims he never liked her and just blanked her and never knew what she had done tnos was well over 13 years ago. My daughter was born she rang him and he said "oh lovely" and never bothered with her. In 2017 me and mum saw him in Tesco and mum pushed me to say hello and arrange to go and see him. I did and went with my husband and two children we went and then a month later had taken my brother with me so he could see his grandson who he not seen in 10 years at this point. The evening went well or so I thought a month later it was Christmas time and I rang up excited and said we have his presents and would like to see if he wanted a visit he said "well no" and I said "oh are you busy shall we come another day and just got a short response" it's hectic this time of year we shall leave it" and when I said shall I come when your not busy he replied with "okie doke bye"

My mum was furious and said I wouldn't bother and I didn't. April 2024 I seen him with my kids and have gone on to have another baby he was lovely with my son in nursing home asu mum invited us to come along. I know he lost his mind at this point with old age dementia but didn't speak to me at all and just my mum the whole time. My mum keeps talking about taking her causin with her to funeral as moral support but not mentioned me going and I don't feel comfortable going as he always made time for my causins and not me and my brother.

To make matters worse and more hurtful to my mum he signed his bungalow over to her brother and it's not about the money is the principle. Mum said she just glad she made peace with him before he died and that's all that mattered.

My husband thinks I should go but to be honest I don't know whether I should as he cut me out of his life for years on end and didn't bother with my children. I think on the other hand should I support mum although she claims she has soso going to support her.

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Mog65 · 05/06/2024 00:02

If you can, it would be good to go to support your mum, no other reason. He wasn't a nice man, and made others life hell, but just be there for your mum. Hope you're ok x

IrisRuby · 05/06/2024 00:02

IrisRuby · 04/06/2024 23:50

So my grandad has passed away he was very old he was in his 90's this week. My mum has recently made friends with him last October and she has been visiting at the nursing home every day since late December and doing his washing which has not been pleasant as most of his clothes were soiled but did this anyway and bought him lots of clothes, because she wanted him comfortable.

There relationship has been not great one he wasn't great with my grandma he was very violent towards her which my mum witnessed as a child and has lot of bad memories of hearing screaming and seeing my grandma unconscious bleeding of the floor every night for years. He was a serial cheat as well always having affair and I think that's how the rows started.

There relationship has always been strange one I think he felt that my mum was always on my grandmas side so never liked her. His son on the other hand has always been the golden child and even my mum knows this he was away at uni we my grandma had all these beatings so never seen any of this trauma that my poor mum had to witness and didn't dare tell anyone as she thought she would of got a beating as the teachers at school has suspected and she lied.

My grandad relationship with my mum has been on and off for many years with a lot of fall outs. My mum claims he never liked her and just blanked her and never knew what she had done tnos was well over 13 years ago. My daughter was born she rang him and he said "oh lovely" and never bothered with her. In 2017 me and mum saw him in Tesco and mum pushed me to say hello and arrange to go and see him. I did and went with my husband and two children we went and then a month later had taken my brother with me so he could see his grandson who he not seen in 10 years at this point. The evening went well or so I thought a month later it was Christmas time and I rang up excited and said we have his presents and would like to see if he wanted a visit he said "well no" and I said "oh are you busy shall we come another day and just got a short response" it's hectic this time of year we shall leave it" and when I said shall I come when your not busy he replied with "okie doke bye"

My mum was furious and said I wouldn't bother and I didn't. April 2024 I seen him with my kids and have gone on to have another baby he was lovely with my son in nursing home asu mum invited us to come along. I know he lost his mind at this point with old age dementia but didn't speak to me at all and just my mum the whole time. My mum keeps talking about taking her causin with her to funeral as moral support but not mentioned me going and I don't feel comfortable going as he always made time for my causins and not me and my brother.

To make matters worse and more hurtful to my mum he signed his bungalow over to her brother and it's not about the money is the principle. Mum said she just glad she made peace with him before he died and that's all that mattered.

My husband thinks I should go but to be honest I don't know whether I should as he cut me out of his life for years on end and didn't bother with my children. I think on the other hand should I support mum although she claims she has soso going to support her.

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Fizzadora · 05/06/2024 00:06

Well I wouldn't. Many people go to funerals because they think it's expected of them and that they will be judged by others if they don't go. I couldn't give a monkeys what other people think.
Do (or don't do) what feels right for you.

Tetchypants · 05/06/2024 00:14

Honestly, I wouldn’t go. Sounds like he lived an arsehole and died an arsehole and spent his years making people feel sad, scared and damaged. Your mum doesn’t expect you to and has other support there. Talk to her and if she’s genuinely fine with you not going, don’t bother.

Grimchmas · 05/06/2024 00:14

Hmm. If it we my mum asking me to support her I'd agree because we are close. I'd stick my middle finger up at the coffin from inside my pocket though!

SwordToFlamethrower · 05/06/2024 00:23

Support the living people, you can always dance on his grave later

HowWasTheEnd · 05/06/2024 00:28

I wouldn't go. I'm suprised your Mum is going. How will it be with your uncle there. Is he going to share the inheritance with your Mum? If not then I would struggle to be polite to him.

Catsmere · 05/06/2024 00:34

Why is your Mum even going to this abusive fucker's funeral?

IrisRuby · 05/06/2024 00:40

HowWasTheEnd · 05/06/2024 00:28

I wouldn't go. I'm suprised your Mum is going. How will it be with your uncle there. Is he going to share the inheritance with your Mum? If not then I would struggle to be polite to him.

She found out a couple of months about the bungalow back in a meeting full of social workers and she was more hurt than she found out her brother had not told her and found out in a room full of strangers. There has been no mention of sharing the inheritance, he since had been to visit my mum to ask for help to plan the funeral though!

I have said to my mum please let me say something but she doesn't want any rows and said she's too old to fight but I would like to say what I think.

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Ponderingwindow · 05/06/2024 02:15

If you go, you need to be prepared to sit there and stay quiet about his wrongdoing. His funeral isn’t the time to air grievances. Your mother may even speak about him lovingly, despite the abuse she suffered.

being a victim of abuse is very complex. That is what happened to your mother, abuse. Even if he didn’t beat her, she was abused.

your relationship with your grandfather was poor, but it’s not the same.

she needs this funeral to help her deal with her lifetime of baggage. If you can support her that is wonderful. If you can’t, then stay home.

Ginkypig · 05/06/2024 08:37

Personally I see this as the same as my plan with my friend.

she was abused by her father and her mother was complicit.
the family cut her out calling her a liar to anyone they could when she disclosed when old enough to leave home (although her father secretly from his wife stalked her until she moved and changed her name) so she hasn’t had contact for over 30 years.
her sibling died recently and it’s really affected her as she didn’t know sibling was ill and couldn’t go to the funeral.
one of the things that has come since is it’s made her think about her mother and her funeral as she has found out that she is quite seriously ill but also getting old.
she is confused by her feelings as of course it is very complicated but doesn’t want to end up with the same pain of not getting that chance to go to siblings funeral has caused.

she may well not want to go but if she does iv told her she has every right to and if she chooses to I will go and be her support. Not make a scene (although her father deserves to burn for the devastation he inflicted) she can as safely as I can help her to say her private goodbyes and then I’ll take her home because that’s going to be when it all pours out probably.

all of that is to say yes I probably would go and I’d be polite and I’d keep my opinion to myself even to my mother who it wouldn’t be appropriate for her to have to hear at that moment but I’d know and my mum would know that she had someone to help and to lean on both at the funeral but also after.

AGodawfulsmallaffair · 05/06/2024 08:40

God no. I’ve no idea why your mum is going either, and shame on her brother.

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