I am a fully ass grown woman. I have a partner. I am engaged although we don't have any plans and it's not going well lately. I really shouldn't be crushing hard on someone.
After the pandemic, I went to search for a new hairdresser and a hair stylist was recommended to me. I loved the work he did on my hair for my first appointment. I was going to him regularly for hair trims since then. About three times a year. This year I got my first bleach and colour from him. My crush grew strong for him.
He is gay and there's no harm in that. He is adorable. I love everything about him. His vibe. His energy. Not to mention the work he does on my hair. He's just an all around fantastic and I really love him. I love him as a person. I would love just something like a friendship to occur between us but I doubt it.
My crush is so strong now.
I have no idea how to see him outside of a hair appointment.
Help me.