Hi @mamaxbear! I started Sertraline about 9 months ago now and promised if I ever came across a post like yours I'd reply! I was struggling with anxiety and depression for around 2 years following the birth of my first baby. Tried counselling etc which did help, but it didn't lift the dark cloud.
I won't lie, the first 2 weeks on Sertraline were horrible. I think it made me worse before I got better, BUT! Stick with it!! The person I am now vs the person I was 9 months ago is completely different. I finally feel like I'm back to myself.
I remember in the first few weeks literally googling "Sertraline day 5, 6, 7 etc" and searching for answers! Unfortunately I think more people talk about the negatives (and they totally should) but I don't think many of us come back to share the positives.
My first few days I was a mess- super anxious (actually had to pull over when driving on the motorway it got so bad). After that I still had bouts of anxiety that would just rise up and take over for a little while. But gradually, those moments got shorter and less often. Now it's at the point where if I feel those negative/anxious feelings coming up I can just talk myself out of them or just shut them out. I couldn't have imagined that 9 months ago.
In my opinion, it doesn't solve all the problems - but it makes it easier to deal with the problems. My mind is quieter now and I can keep a handle on my thoughts without things spiralling which is a massive help.
I'm on 50mg and have absolutely no qualms about staying on it for the rest of my life if I need to. It has made my life and my family's life so much better and I only wish I'd done it sooner.
Sorry for the long post but I know how it feels to be at the start of this journey and not sure about it all. Happy to chat about my experience and be here to vent to about how rubbish it is! My advice would be to stick with it, but try make sure you've got someone to talk to about it all. And as always, GP if you're worried and things don't start improving. 💕