I’m sorry, I know that I caused this myself but I just feel so shit about myself right now.
I was out shopping earlier and my DS was a pain. He was sitting in the trolley but agitated so I gave him with water bottle to hold on to, which he kept dropping multiple times. He dropped it, but didn’t throw it, but I should have taken it off him at that stage but I was hoping to avoid a tantrum.
At some stage DS threw the bottle though and hit a man who was just walking past us . I was totally embarrassed because this was obviously and without discussion my fault and I apologised immediately. I understand why he would have been annoyed but I did hear him calling my DS a little shit and walking on. I did apologise again but he didn’t turn around and just ignored me.
I felt so frustrated at that moment because I’m sure that DS hadn’t wanted to hurt anyone and I immediately told him that he had done a bad thing and I took the bottle away.