I know the answers is most probably yes but I find myself in such a difficult position that I’m slowly going crazy trying to find the solution to all my current woes.
I’ve got quite a lot going on and this is most probably having a negative impact on my body but I genuinely no longer know what to do.
I’ve had IBS for 26 years, it arrived without warning one day following a very stressful few years and it has never left me. It has waxed and waned over the years but I’ve always had a very sensitive digestive system since that day in 1998.
Once I hit the age of 45 however, the turbo button seemed to go full throttle and my digestive system from stomach to bum hole (sorry 🙈) has given me grief on an almost daily basis.
Despite endless gastro tests (endoscopies, colonoscopies, stool tests, scans etc) all ok, except for a positive test for small intestinal bacteria overgrowth which does not surprise me due to the very restricted low fodmap diet I’ve eaten for years in the hope of getting better, I’ve ended up buggering up my micro biome.
I was also diagnosed with endometriosis and adenomyosis a few months ago but my gynaecologist says it won’t be causing the gut issues?!
So, as I say, these last 6 years have been just dreadful. Mornings are awful and unpredictable. My guts gurgle all the time, I pass super soft stool (sometimes diarrhoea which can be anytime and unpredictable), acid indigestion and pain, excessive burping, daily nausea, bloating in the evenings with gas and pain. I can even be woken by the excessive gurgling.
I have tried literally every everything recommended for IBS and nothing helps long term. I live the healthiest life of anyone I know yet feel like crap every day.
BUT I won’t lie, I am an extremely anxious person and my stress levels have been sky high these last 6 years. I don’t know why I can’t handle stress but I just can’t, maybe it all goes to my digestive system? Over these last 6 years I’ve had the following stressful situations to deal with (could these all be the instigators to my gut issues?),
ds had 5 years of school anxiety and refused to go to school most mornings. This was so stressful
My MIL passed away from bowel cancer
My beloved dog had to be pts due to cancer (he was my shadow, my best mate and 2 years on I’m still missing him)
My own dear mum was diagnosed with Alzheimer’s 6 years ago. I help care for her and it’s honestly a journey to hell, it’s never ending and my mum is turning into a toddler child, it breaks my heart every day. And last month she was also diagnosed with breast cancer ffs!
My gastro seems to think my stress is causing my gut issues but from
my point of view it’s the gut symptoms (fear of soiling myself etc or worrying it’s something serious) which is driving the anxiety. It is a vicious cycle I can’t seem to break no matter who much yoga or meditation etc I do!
How can I find a way to calm
my anxiety and gut issues? I’ve literally become scared to leave the house at times. I just can’t find a solution.