Or at least the start of it. I'm just unsure as to what is normal and how much other women scrutinise their looks, as maybe it's something that's quite common.
I am 33 years old. I feel that I am attractive, pretty and so on, but I keep noticing flaws.
It seems that cameras distort our faces somewhat, because my nose always looks enormous on selfies and I really don't feel it's that bad IRL.
I have filler to straighten the bump, however I'm considering a surgical nose job when I can afford it.
My lips are a nice shape, but I just wish they were slightly bigger. I tried lip filler once and the pain was unbearable, I could not go through that again.
I dislike the lines around my eyes when I smile, even though I know they're normal.
My bra size is 34D, but I just don't feel like they even look that big.
I'm just under 5'7, but I wish I were an inch taller. My legs are slightly too short for my height, and if I gain weight it makes my thighs look huge so I have to be careful.
My teeth feel slightly yellow but I'm going through a house purchase ATM and I just cannot afford anything.
My skin is horrendous when I have my period, even at this age. I've recently started the Yasmin contraceptive pill which is supposed to help.
I know looks really aren't everything, but I just feel like men are very visual. I do receive compliments and I like things about myself but I feel like there are so many more attractive women.
I know confidence is attractive, but how do people 'learn to love' things. I focus constantly on small lines on my face and scrutinise them, I drink lots of water and use retinol, suncream etc.
Just not sure what could help me feel better?