I've reached rock bottom.

[BottomoftheRock]

Mum died suddenly a few months ago. Miss her terribly. Am in the process of selling her home which has been our family home for 50 years. I don't really get on with my sibling. Been with my partner for 30 years. Love him but feel very taken for granted. He's a lot older than me so fully expect to end up alone in my old age

My son is 18 and is off doing his own thing now. I've tried to get him to revise for his A Levels that start soon but he's done very little. I'm tired of having to think for everyone else.

I used to be attractive but now I'm invisible. My life seems to have no purpose anymore.

I am so sorry you are feeling low. Can you manage to get an appointment with your GP or private therapy? You sound like you need someone to speak with.

I'm already on sleeping tablets and sertraline. Done CBT. No use. It wont bring mum back or stop the passage of time.

I'm so sorry you're going through it.
I wonder if grief counselling would help?
Apparently Sue Ryder provide an excellent grief counselling service. Losing a parent is a massive deal