Hubby having one of his depressed moments and switches him self off, hides away and won't talk and shuts me and 2 children out.
I try my best to not take it to heart as I know it is his depression etc plus I need to stay strong for our children.
This morning waking up, I touched his side ...as normally would have a 5 min cuddle when alarm goes off in the morning and have done this for the past 20 years but this morning he picked up my hand and took it off him. It sounds so silly but this really upset me and made me feel so alone and un cared for. I know it is so silly and something so minor, but that and not talking to me for the past 3 days.
He has done so much worse and gets angry, breaking up things, storming off in a rage etc but this silent treatment and shutting him self away and pushing me away and not having any contact with me or children is awful.
Sorry part rant and part needed to talk (people I know or family are quite old school and don't get about depression).
Are there others who experience the same / similar and what do you do ?
I have tried my best for him to get help but he won't.