I’ve recently (over the last 10 months or so) been having awful nightmares
They are like nothing I’ve ever experienced before in that the line between dream and awake is extremely blurred, for instance if someone grabs me in a dream and I wake up I will have tingles or pins and needles where I was touched, and sometimes I’ll be scared to open my eyes but scared to keep them closed and risk falling back into sleep so it’s like the nightmare is happening in my sleep and in real life
I’ve been screaming out or sobbing in the night a few times and DH has woke me up that I have no recollection of but I generally wake up with a huge sense of dread and have to check on people in real life because I literally feel like something bad must have happened I have such a heavy feeling
It made me not want to go to sleep at all for a long time and was choosing to sleep on the day instead while the kids were at school, because everything is less scary in the day isn’t it
Recently I’ve been working on my ‘sleep hygiene’ to try to be able to sleep in my bed at night time again, and while I’ve seen a little bit of a difference these dreams are still happening, with varying intensity
I do take antidepressants and have played around with when I take them to see if that makes a difference, and I did find the later I took them the scarier my dreams were, but I’ve been on them for years and only had this happening in a relatively small space of time so I can’t really blame them
Just wondering if anyone has anything I could do/try to see if it helps?
TIA