Or some type of Neuro Diversity?
I'll try to describe myself and some of my traits.
I'm generally quite quiet and whilst I can talk to people and look them in the eye I sometimes find it difficult depending on who it is and especially men.
I dislike small talk and although I do talk to people when I'm approached I often prefer smaller groups or prefer to stand on my own at school pick up for example.
I am an anxious person who easily gets overwhelmed when it's too crowded/noisy.
I often don't stay very long in jobs. Usually 1 to 2 years sometimes less. Longest was 4 years but even in that one I left after 3 years but went back making it 4.
In work I get bored doing the same thing and need a new challenge but then when I get the challenge or extra responsibility if there is something that's too hard and my instinct is to run away and I feel I can't do it, getting overwhelmed. Several times I've left jobs then thought I've made a mistake and go back only to leave again a year or 2 later.
I'm crap with reading any kind of instructions for stuff and just prefer to learn by somebody showing me and then me doing it.
I've never been great at expressing my emotions very well and often keep things bottled up until it all becomes too much.
I've only recently thought that maybe I might be a bit different to everyone else early 40s 🤷♀️