My granddad is dying of mesothelioma. He’s 92 and I’m 43.
He’s in hospital. Unresponsive now and fluids were withdrawn 24 hours ago.
I am so devastated. He’s was very healthy up until around December. He’s been a huge part of my life. Looked after me growing up, took me on holidays. And in later years I’ve just hung out with him weekly and he’s one of my besties - such a funny man!
I’ve been at the hospital last night and this morning came home to get ready for work (teacher) and I can’t face it. I’m emotional, exhausted and I know the clock is ticking, so I feel sick with anxiety.
I’ve called in to explain. I work with lovely people. My head teacher is extremely fair and a man who seems to look out for his staff.
But, even though I know this, I can’t shake the feeling that because gramps is 93, people will think I’m being OTT.
I do not have a lot of sick or time off. Can managers here relieve some of that work related anxiety that’s added to my day, and explain how they’d view this. By the way, I’m not staying home, I’m currently waiting for my sister as we’re going back to the hospital together for the day.
Thank you.