Been at uni forever and a day trying to get a qualification to do my dream job (healthcare) … various crap has happened during including losing 3 grandparents, my mum being diagnosed with dementia, moved house several times etc. Somehow I’ve bloody hung on to uni with an iron grip.
I’m now about eight weeks from my final class, final exams in April-May.
I went to a job interview yesterday for a band 5 role. They were lovely and I think it went well although not totally sure, I keep thinking of so much more I could have said but they were lovely.
It’s an amazing salary with huge benefits to me if I get the job.
If I get the job it will involve moving house yet again with the next 12 weeks, moving about 200 miles or so. I have family there, they’re all wonderful and I want to do this but I’m terrified.
I’ve also realised I told them I can start in a certain week - but have just found out my final exams could be up to a fortnight later. I don’t know if I should tell them that now or what.
I’m also getting therapy via MH team that I’ve waited ages for just now - doing this would mean dropping that. BUT realistically I can’t keep going with the therapy anyway, my flat’s student accommodation - and therapy is based on my postcode - so I’d be moving to a different team in June anyway.
I’m so bloody nervous right now. I want them to say yes, but I also keep thinking I’d rather just stay at uni where people tell you what to do and it’s an easy environment! I haven’t had a full time job in a long time and this is all quite stressful - I know I’m worrying about stuff that might not (and probably won’t) happen but my heads going at a million miles an hour just now.