It's been nearly 3 years since we split up (we were together nearly 4 years and engaged). I have been single since. There's no one I could think about being with if it's not him. The relationship wasn't perfect but there's not many that are, but to me he was the one I wanted to be with forever but he started to resent me for many reasons (none that I personally thought weren't fixable, I never cheated or anything like that) I struggle with mental health issues and he couldn't deal with them so I walked away so he could carry his life on as he wanted, which he has and I am so happy that he is finally happy and with someone who he loves and can love completely. But that doesn't stop me missing him every day. I miss his face, I miss his presence, I miss his texts. It's so fricking hard and I honestly thought being a mature adult of almost 50 I could get a better grip on this, turns out, heartbreak doesn't get any easier to navigate as you get older.
Help!