Need advice please?

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Had a job before Christmas and since then I’ve been out of work , it’s been tough and I’ve applied for jobs but to no avail.

Good news though I have a interview this week so fingers crossed for a permanent job and it’s something I’m very good at.

I also have another possible interview for the same job position near me ,and I’m with lots of agencies, no real luck though. I’m also on Indeed and Reed.

I’ve been the lowest of the lowest and I believe if it’s meant to be it will be, I have teenagers and feel they no longer need me and everyone has a life except me selfish I know.

Its been tough and I know people are going
through worse ,but I really needed someone so went to my parents but they did not want to listen and let me down when I needed them the most .

I have not heard from them the last month I’ve have never felt so alone and I feel if I had a job things would not seem so bad.

I guess because I’ve had no money my life has been very limited when I’m used to being able to provide.

Sorry I guess any advice would be great thank you.

Hey there, sounds like you are going through a tough time, and it has all built to a bit of a perfect storm. Being out of work, and struggling to find a job, is tough enough, but with kids in that stage when they don't talk or seem to need you anymore, makes it even tougher, things can just build up, especcially when you have no outlet to chat too.
Just don't despair things just have a habit of seeming worse than they are when you can't talk them through and you are worth so much more than you may currently feel. Just being a Mum of teenagers, means you have acheived a lot already, and it can just feel hard that they seem to longer need you, but beileve me they do and will.
Just being brave enough to say how you feel here, means you have real strength x If you wanna chat I am happy to do just that.
Stay strong, things always have a habit of working out, message me if you like x
Gareth