I’m 27. I have no friends outside of my own family, and some work colleagues that I occasionally speak to outside of hours. The people I’ve spoken to in the last 3 days have been my immediate family and colleagues. That’s it.
I’m single, have been for a long time. When I was younger, men only seemed to want to know me to get closer to my friends at the time, or even my sisters! I would say I’m average looking, nothing too special but nothing too horrible either. I’m very social when I get the chance to, very bubbly and I’ve been told I’m very funny and very kind. No one wants to stick around though, it seems. I used to stupidly try to keep dying conversations alive so it’s not lack of effort on my part, I just seem to be very forgettable?
I have zero hobbies too. I go to work, walk the dog, make dinner, watch tv and go to bed. Every day. I’m just not interested in anything outside of what I have to do, and I don’t find joy in much. I’m a very boring person. I go out on occasion, I’ll bring my nieces & nephews off for fun days, and sometimes go to parties my sister is throwing where I meet loads of people. She’s very social, so she constantly has new people around. That gene seemed to have skipped me.
AIBU to think this is just it for me? I feel that unless I completely change my personality (introverted, no-fuss, “boring”), then life will just continue to go on without me.