Hello, I’m not sure of the point of this really but just need to talk I guess.
I’m not sure what’s going on with me but for the past week I’ve been so miserable, crying all the time, I feel like I’m going to implode and I don’t know why I’m feeling this way. I finished my period around a week ago and I thought maybe that’s why I’m feeling all over the place but I haven’t felt like this since I was pregnant.
I just feel so so sad, I can’t stand my partner at the moment, everything he does is winding me up. It’s my little ones first birthday this week and I should be so excited but I just feel like I want to run away I don’t know what’s going on.
Both my parents aren’t here and I’d do anything to speak with my dad. I feel like I’m constantly worried about money, I have to ask my partner constantly for money and I hate it. I get paid and it goes straight out ok rent and childcare, everything else I have to ask for money. I just feel this overwhelming sadness and I can’t get rid of it. My partner has never helped in the night with our child and I’ve been up a lot the past few weeks trying to get our son back to sleep, sleeping on his bedroom floor etc and I think it’s making me resent my partner.
I’ve took two cheap pregnancy tests becuase I was convinced I was pregnant due to being so hormonal but they are both negative so I have no idea what’s happening to me 😭
has anyone else felt this way?