NHS, for complex ptsd following complex childhood abuse and neglect including ‘emotional incest’ and sexual abuse that carried on for years.
I’ve been seeing a MH nurse weekly for six months for stabilisation and doing really well, but she wants me to go and see her colleague who’s a psychologist. Psychologist rang today and said the three of us will meet in three weeks to discuss.
I’m scared. I don’t like talking about my childhood. It makes me feel like I’m passing even trying. I don’t want that to happen again. Psychologist said today not to panic and that they know what they’re doing but I feel it’s better all locked away, and not out in the open.