I’m so exhausted with life, I don’t want to harm myself or anything like that. I just need silence for a few days, I need to breathe and cry and sleep without someone calling my name, asking what’s for dinner or where is xyz.
I want to I stop hurting and forget what’s going on around me, but I can’t because if I stop nothing will happen.
My house is a literal mess and I just don’t know where to start to clean up, also just found out that my dp of 8 years is having a baby with another woman 12 years my junior, after us having tried for two years to have another baby.
He has now gone absolutely silent, not heard a word from him all week and our dc don’t even have a clue what’s about to hit them and I really am not being the best mother I can be as I have to work all hours God sends just to make ends meet.
I really don’t know what to do anymore.