I can't keep up with it all. I have loads on my plate, too much, but I can't let anything drop. They are all too important. But I'm not giving everything or everyone the attention they deserve. It won't be forever, but I fear damage from being unreliable (clean forgetting things because too much in my head) and yes I write stuff down, but I end up firefighting and stuff drops off the list. I swear I've aged about 10 years in the last year ☹️ not liking what I see in the mirror and my body is shrieking at me to stop. But I'm buggered if I'm giving anything up. Please roll on spring already 🙏
Anyone want to wallow with me in a stubborn pit of self made sorrow?