I can’t stop thinking about the fact that I could die at any point and I haven’t done anything. I’m too anxious to go and do what I want to do, but I also don’t even know what I want do. I’ve ruined college by being too anxious, as well as my friendships, family relationships etc. I’ve truly messed everything up and took everything for granted and I’m now having the realisation I’m going to die, it could be tonight while I’m asleep, tomorrow while I’m crossing the road, or in 80 years, regretting not doing anything with my life while I could.