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I'm quitting my job and need to survive the next few months, any advic

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DartmoorWild · 10/11/2023 07:53

I'm 48 and burnt out from work. I've had a job since I was 16 and I'm just done with bosses, deadlines, stress, corporate culture, ineffective colleagues being patted on the back, good people I work with being ground down, travelling for work and missing out on my kids' childhood.

I have decided to quit my job in February and take at least a year out. I'm very very lucky in that we have sufficient passive income that I don't have to work, but at 48 you never know I might get the urge again. But right now I just want to mic drop out and step away for at least a year.

I can't put my resignation in until February and I need to put up with this toxic environment until then. Any advice on how to do it?

Its not a long time I know but the constant rhetoric of ' we're all going to have to work harder for no benefit for anyone but the rich people at the top, 'we'll all be in the shit if we don't meet the targets' wow that's inspiring!, and so on is like nails down a blackboard. I just don't seem to be able to shake off that stomach knot feeling and slide into the 'come February I'm out of here' vibe. On a daily basis I'm fighting the urge to just scream ' I quit!' but I really can't do that just yet.

Any wise words or can anyone relate?

How did you survive the last few months in a toxic work environment?

OP posts:
Swimeveryday · 10/11/2023 07:56

Why can’t you quit now? Or go off sick?

Missingthegore · 10/11/2023 07:59

How much annual leave do you have left?
Can you take a block in early Jan eor a day a week to break things up?

Harrysutton · 10/11/2023 08:01

read up on quiet quitting and coast until February.

what a lucky position to be in. enjoy!

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SleepingStandingUp · 10/11/2023 08:04

Either
Quit now
Get signed off for anxiety
Work to rule. Nothing not explicitly demanded in your contract

DartmoorWild · 10/11/2023 08:29

I can't quit now as I'm using the last few months to pay off a credit card so I'm completely debt free for the first time in my adult life! February will be final payment 🤪

I can't take a block of leave as they won't let us.

I can't really go sick as it would put a massive amount of stress on some lovely people who don't deserve that.

I'm trying to do the work to rule and quiet quitting. That's what I'm struggling with, it goes against the last 30+ years of my working life. I've always been the 'go the extra mile person' and whilst yes it has been financially rewarding, it has put extra stress on me and I've definitely been used in the process. Feels like I'm trying to undo years of programming.

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MumblesParty · 10/11/2023 08:50

I made the decision to step down from one role and move into a new one, with fewer hours and a lot less pay. After I’d made the decision and announced my intention, I had 6 months left to work. The final few weeks were the hardest ever, as the colleague I covered (as part of my role) went off sick, yet again, for 2 months. Her relentless sick leave was one of the main reasons I was stressed.
Anyway, I just kept telling myself that in 6 months, 5 months, 4 months etc it would all be over. I counted down, and it kept me sane. And as for the targets etc that were oh so important - I carried on doing my job properly, but I checked out mentally, and that was really liberating.

Startingagainandagain · 10/11/2023 09:06
  • Take whatever annual leave you have left
  • Take some time off sick if you are really stressed/not coping
  • Remember that there is the Christmas/New Year break anyway and work usually slows down in that period
  • Think of your last month as the time to focus on writing handover notes, rather than a time to do actual work/take on anything new
  • only do the minimum required.

Enjoy your year off!!

Floopani · 10/11/2023 09:24

I'm in a similar position to you, also in my forties and I need to stay in my current job at the moment whilst our new mortgage goes through, but in the new year I will be finding a new job (I envy your year off!)

I feel like I can't stand the place I work or it's politics anymore. I really want to just resign, but it's not practical.

Things that are helping me get through are I have a countdown where I can tick off each day I get through, so I feel like there is progress. Every 15 days ticked off, I treat myself. I work at home, so I plan something nice for each lunchtime that breaks up the day. I'm definitely in quiet quitting mode, not my natural way to work, but no one seems to care so I have made peace with it.

DartmoorWild · 10/11/2023 09:49

These are all really good suggestions. Thank you!

I've always been a bit like this I think. If I were a marathon runner (😂) I'd get to the last mile and freak myself out thinking 'I can't do this!!'. I get this panicky type feeling of stress and pressure.

My family (mostly the men!) think I'm crazy, they have no problem switching off and cruising at all. Do you think as women we're wired differently or is it just people?

I need to stop and reset. I had a cancer scare this year and it just stopped me in my tracks. It changed how I thought about the time we have and how I wanted to spend it. I've always had 'the big career' but now it just doesn't seem all that important to me. I feel so lucky to be healthy and have this opportunity, but at the same time I'm scared I'll talk myself out of it and just go back to sleep walking through my life.

Sorry for the ramblings, it's just good to get it out.

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Floopani · 10/11/2023 10:18

I get where you are coming from, I wonder if it's a mid life realisation type of thing and then with a health scare it compounds everything.

I see younger, driven people at my workplace and think, good for you! Not for me anymore though. That's not to say I don't want to do anything! I just want to please myself a bit more and do things that feed my soul rather than my bank balance. I realise that is a very privileged place to be and I am lucky, so a bit of guilt comes in too.

DartmoorWild · 10/11/2023 10:34

Floopani · 10/11/2023 10:18

I get where you are coming from, I wonder if it's a mid life realisation type of thing and then with a health scare it compounds everything.

I see younger, driven people at my workplace and think, good for you! Not for me anymore though. That's not to say I don't want to do anything! I just want to please myself a bit more and do things that feed my soul rather than my bank balance. I realise that is a very privileged place to be and I am lucky, so a bit of guilt comes in too.

This all resonates with me.

I love supporting the next generation on their journey. It's one of the reasons I won't go off sick because it would be like throwing them to the wolves. I love how they throw themselves into everything with commitment and ambition, and I really used to have that same passion. But now as time has gone on, I see how that passion is often just used by others and goes unrewarded and exploited. I think it's inevitable that you become jaded in the working world, which shifts your focus to feeding your soul.

I do feel the guilt as well, but I also feel I've done my time. I'm completely fed up with work thoughts occupying so much of my life. I often feel like there's a pane of glass between me and my family. When I'm with the kids I'm not fully present because I'm thinking and worrying about work issues or demands.

I am thinking about telling work in January that I'll be resigning in Feb but keep flip flopping between that and waiting until I actually put my resignation in.

If I tell them in Jan, then I can start to detach properly but may end up with more work that they'll dump on me.

OP posts:
MumblesParty · 10/11/2023 11:07

How long is your notice period?

DartmoorWild · 10/11/2023 11:39

Four weeks

OP posts:
flipperdoda · 10/11/2023 14:18

I wouldn't tell them you're resigning until you actually resign!

MissusNiceGuy · 11/11/2023 03:41

I have been in an uncannily similar position this year, I’m early 40s. I took a technical team supervisor position in a company where I should have been brilliant (I was overqualified) - I took the job as I was promised work-life balance and from day 1 that never panned out, the culture was long hours - just dumped rising volumes of work on us with no handover or planning and then expected my team to magically get it done. My line manager was caught in same trap working insanely hard - she left six months after hiring me.

i worked insanely hard work thinking it would get my team on track and we’d stabilise. Stupid of me. When my line manager left the department head assumed I’d pick up the slack as they hadn’t managed to recruit my new manager yet. Then, my new manager was hired with a different job title.

I flagged the workload and capacity issues over and over, recommended solutions, worked with IT and teams upstream to solve problems at source, automated processes and cross-trained and rationalised where I could, trained and delegated, spoke to line manager, spoke to HR manager, spoke to head of department. Basically I got told there was no budget for my (low-paid) team to do overtime and no bonus could be promised so my job to just push my team delivery harder and “automate tasks” (but no resource to do further automation and working with the worst systems I’ve seen in 20 years). Utter nonsense from senior management.

Very high turnover in my team due to workload and low pay. In the wider team also a handful of significant leavers and some people on short- or long-term absence due to work-related stress which sent more pressure on my team as jobs upstream being done wrong/late and we were stuck correcting their errors and making up for their missed deadlines.

Senior management simply repeating trite nonsense about work-life balance and family coming first whilst doing absolutely nothing practical to help. Final straw being humiliated and shouted at by my head of department on a management team call for not getting through the work fast enough (had two key people in my team out that month, one whose baby arrived 3 weeks early and another with Covid).

I felt very guilty about my sub-team of six people - i recruited them all and didn’t want to abandon them to such a difficult situation. And pride makes me want to succeed and not be someone everyone blames afterwards and says “she was hopeless, she left it in a mess”. When someone senior says “you should be able to get this done” I assume they have thought about it and figured out it’s possible. Because that’s what I do; I set realistic but challenging targets to grow and stretch my team. I have learned that most senior managers don’t do this. They set targets regardless of what is feasible and don’t listen to what is happening lower down the organisation.

So what I did was tell my line manager I was leaving and gave them a choice: I would either work my 4 weeks notice as normal (manic hours and effort) or I would work four months notice but I’d rapidly wind down my effort to my contractual hours.

My long notice was accepted as of course I knew it would be. Not much changed in month one while they mobilised a cover plan and I tried to work out how to ease down. Month two was horrible as I worked my contracted hours, the cover plan didn’t step up and I didn’t get the work done (got shouted at again). The last two months much better as emotionally I had got a lot of closure on the situation. The person who eventually stepped in to cover me clocked 250 hours of overtime in those first two months - he is charging them every penny of his extra effort which I honestly think is best way forward. With both of us there, we made some headway completing some system changes that reduced the work.

The irony being if they had found budget for 500 hours of skilled resource to work on the automation projects earlier in the year I would probably have stayed in my job!

So either way works OP - do what my manager did and bite your tongue then quit and be out fast in four weeks (“rip the plaster off”). Or hand notice in and feel some closure to reduce your guilt over “leaving your team in the lurch” and give yourself permission not to do the mad amounts of overtime expected.

DartmoorWild · 11/11/2023 08:20

@MissusNiceGuy

That does sound very similar. It was so wrong of them to shout at you. 😡

You summed it up perfectly in the band aid vs long notice dilemma. Also, at the back of my mind is the possibility of redundancies next year which I'd be the first to put my hand up for as I've been there nearly 10 years.

I had a bit of an anxiety spiral yesterday. Looks like I need to do a 'big presentation' early next year and it's really made me wobble. I don't understand why I've reacted this way, I've literally been doing presentation for years. So why has this knocked me for six?

Not feeling the rush of euphoria I thought I would when I made the decision to quit. 😔

OP posts:
VitaminB123 · 29/04/2024 11:50

How did you get on @DartmoorWild - I'm currently in a similar boat.

Summerhillsquare · 29/04/2024 11:59

I hope OP has had 3 happy and relaxed months already!

VitaminB123 · 29/04/2024 13:28

Summerhillsquare · 29/04/2024 11:59

I hope OP has had 3 happy and relaxed months already!

I hope so too!

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