Picked my twins up from school today. One of their friends had been sick three times. Their friend was still there at the end of the day and was walked out to her nanny by the teacher, she looked so pale bless her.
I don't want to freak out. Externally I'm not. Internally, I want to stop eating, bleach bath, hide away and cry. My anxiety is crazy, I feel so nauseous and just can't get the idea out of my head that either myself or my girls getting a stomach bug.
I'm so pathetic. I don't even know if that poor girl had a stomach bug, it could've been anything. I should be more focused on feeling empathy for her and making sure my babies are clean and okay. This phobia fucking sucks!