My half pay will be finishing in December. My aim is to go back with a very phased return but I doubt it will be in December more like Feb/March as I have accumulated loads of annual leave. Thats the trouble with cancer, you just cant plan.
I started chemo January which went on throughout the Summer. Then after more tests it hadnt worked as well as theyd hoped so Ive just finished radio and I beleive it takes awhile to kick in. My appt is later this month. Then it might be sugery to take my affected lymph nodes out this will be in my groin so may or may not have an effect on my leg. Or if Im very very lucky my consultant will beable too get me immunotherapy which is my best shot. My type of cancer should respond well to it. The only downside is that they cant find the primary which is obviously devasting for me but they are doing all they can.
i look fine but feel like rubbish. Ive started to go out and about abit. Ive been to a couple of west end shows etc. people at work have seen photos of me. I guess you know whats coming. Yesterday at a party one of my seniors said you look well when are you coming back. I just said not as long as I have a picc line in and am being treated for secondary cancer. People keep comparing cancers with me. Its draining.
apparently theres afew at work now starting to talk as its been nearly a year. We are all nurses.
I-need to write to my dept manager dont I. Im not very good at this. Any tips? My friend who is senior sent me an excerpt from the nhs handbook. Ill attach.
sorry its long.