My husband and I both want children we have been not using contraceptive for over a year and a half maybe two. I’ve got endometriosis and may possibly struggle to conceive. We both said early ok if I get pregnant I get pregnant but we weren’t both actively trying and also wanted to move before. We also thought it may take longer. The issue I have is although we both made it clear we were just going with the flow as time has gone on I’m getting more upset/ concerned that I can’t get pregnant. The doctor is aware that we are technically trying as I declined the pill to help my endometriosis. Every month when my period comes I get upset by myself. My partner is very relaxed about it and says things like it will happen and he’s really understanding to a point but as a man he’s not the one with the problem of not getting pregnant. Every month my periods are awfuly heavy and painful and it’s a reminder. I was trying to track my ovulation the last few months but I stopped as I was getting obsessed. I’m guessing I should go back to the doctor and speak to them. I’m also in so much pain and stuff with my periods but I’m at a loss of how to carry on with out contraception I currently take a whole list of medications to help.