Recently found out I am pregnant and we’ve decided that an abortion is definitely for the best. We have 2 already, and my body does not cope well with pregnancy at all and we made peace a while ago with sticking with two. Now this has happened and I’m honestly devastated as I would love another baby but it’s just not practical. I feel like all my months of grieving not having a third has all been for nothing and now I have to go through it all again. Just feeling really sad.