So I have had a busy year with change and bad luck. For months I have gotten into a habit of only sleeping a few hours a night. I get to sleep 3 hrs a time and wake up for 1 and repeat. Not walking up worried just a nasty habit. I have still tried to function, but I have hit the wall this week. I am finding work and life hard as I am exhausted.
Over the last 6 months a parent died unexpectedly and left a grieving father. Sold my house to move in with my partner an hour away from my social support (he is supportive and I can drive to see people, just planning instead of adhoc). Buying a new build house together. Had a restructure at work where I had to apply and and interviewed for my role again - potentially jobless, but got it. Been in a car accident. Managed a team with high sickness and just other worries. Think I have hit the wall.
I spoke to the GP today finally and they have prescribed sleeping tablets for 5 days and rest. They said I am not depressed or no mental health issues but exhausted and need to sleep and take time out. However I am nervous as I have such a busy job and life I feel anxious of stepping out for a week. Spoke to my manager and they have asked that i hand over today if I am anxious about stepping out with a view to be off sick for a week.
I am anxious and worried more now I can’t sleep. It’s like sleep pressure. Any experience with short term sleeping tablet use to get back to normal? Did it work?