…even though I genuinely deserve no sympathy?
I was recently in Tesco and they had Ben and jerrys on club card. I absolutely love that ice cream- it’s my weakness. I’ve tried all the dairy free versions but none of them hit as good as the real stuff. So I bought it with the intention of eating a little at a time, as much as I can tolerate. But today I had a stressful day at work so I came home and thought fuck it, I’m eating the ice cream. So I ate the entire tub. The crucial part of this whole story is that I’m lactose intolerant!
it has been a horrendous night so far after eating it and it’s going to get worse. Why the fuck am I like this?! I know I can’t eat it, but yet I still do it anyway (and then mope around and feel sorry for myself even though it’s my own fault!!!)
anyone else like this with food?? Even though you know you shouldn’t eat it, you somehow convince yourself that you should and then you immediately regret it (and a week later will do the exact same thing😫🤣)