I’m up every hour and a half with my baby at the moment and he finds comfort in me at night he goes straight to sleep but then in the morning when i have 2 hours away from him and his dad has him while i get some sleep, when i go to pick him up again he just screams inconsolably like i’m a stranger and wont settle until i give him back to his dad. It feels like all day i really struggle to soothe him but then he settles fine on me at night and i’m just really struggling to enjoy motherhood when it feels like all day long my baby just hates me and then i’m just sleep deprived from the night of being up with him all night