Having a bit of an anxiety/panic attack (racing heart, chest pain, rushing in my ears). I started a new job a few weeks ago and it's totally different to what was described. It's a professional role but instead of being what I used to do it's only very loosely related. Think being a travel agent then turning up to find out you're a holiday rep.
I don't see any point in sticking it out, as it's really causing me distress (yes, I am a bit pathetic). I have been a sahm for a few years and this was my first role. I'm not concerned about not having a job to go to and as it was my first job back I can just leave it off my cv but I'm now panicking about actually resigning.
I'm supposed to be in the office tomorrow but I'm really thinking to just email my manager in the morning and resign. I know that's not professional but as I say, I'm having a bit of a meltdown. I can't see how I could work a notice as I'm in training now, and that would likely last for another week at least.
I'll have to give back my laptop, was just going to put in the email that I'll drop it to reception tomorrow afternoon.
How bad does this sound? How would you word an email if you were me?
I'm sure of my decision before anyone says it takes longer to settle in. The role is just not what it was advertised as, although I'm sure they would argue it's close enough.