Anxiously awaiting exam results that are released at 3.30pm. These results determine whether I am a vet or not. To be honest I am worried I’ve failed the equine module as I panicked in the exam. It was the final one that wrapped up 5 years and I just lost my cool.
I have been a nervous wreck for the last week, vomiting, not sleeping. I’m so worried I’ve failed and won’t be able to graduate, won’t be able to start my job etc.
Everyone keeps asking me to let them know when I get my results. So many vets I’ve done placements with have whatsapped me asking when I’ll find out. They’re all so sure I’ll have passed but the exams just caught me off guard.
I will feel so ashamed and anxious if I’ve failed, like I’d be letting everyone down even though I know it doesn’t affect them. How do I get through the next 14 hours?
I want to know but I also don’t because if I’ve failed I’ll have to get straight back into revision. Exams finished 3 weeks ago and I’ve spent the whole time worrying. Everyone will know I’ve failed as I won’t be at graduation. I’ve never failed an exam before but I feel like this time I have.
Any words of wisdom? It feels like the clock has stopped